Over

And i don't want the world to see me, coz i know they won't understand
When everythings made to be broken, i just want you to now who i am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming, Or the moment of truth in your lies,
When everything feels like the movies, Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive


Darkness is all over me right now... my world is crumbling down... my dreams are shattering... my whole body is aching, tears are falling!!!

Sh*t! can't believe this is happening! I can't believe it's OVER!

IRIS

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now.

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'cause sooner or later its over
I just don't want to miss you tonight...

I was moved by this song even before i got the chance to watch the 1998 movie "City of Angels" (with Nicolas Cage and Meg Ryan). And after watching the movie, i became more attached to the song that everytime i hear it, i can't help but think as to how far would a man go to pursue the love of his life. In the movie, the angel Seth decided to "fall from grace" to be with his love, the heart surgeon Maggie. Would someone be that "foolish" to give up everything for love? And that was inspiring...

My love for this song never faded. And just this year, something beautiful happened. This song brought me closer to someone, someone i haven't met but fell in love with. We talk a lot, exchange ideas, share views and emotions. We just can't meet yet, but i know we will soon. And i'm thinking, would i give up forever just to see her, just to be with her? Would I be able to touch her hand or even be given the chance to see her smile? i dont know, i really don't know, but i might, who knows.

And the song keeps on playing in my mind.... and i am happy...





Thanks to close2yah for inspiring me to write again... have a great day sis! and thanks for the video link as well! :D

Untitled - August 2007

It's been 4 years since I started this blog and 2 years since I last updated it. Whew! That's for the world records, i could say.

Many things have happened... many things have changed... I could write about a lot of things right now:

I could write about the novel I'm trying to finish (we'll it's worth a try)...

I could write about my new collections (dvds, cds, toys... same old me)...

I could write about my new hobbies (uhm, texting not included)...

I could write about my new job and the new company (i'm part owner, hell yeah!)...

I could write about my friends (old and new, lost and found)...

I could write about my family (my mom just celebrated her 75th birthday)...

I could write about my plans (my birthday, future, my wedding)...

Or, should i write about the girl of my life? l'amour de ma vie? Hmmm, that would be interesting... but...

I think i will write about her next time... promise!

for now i'm just trying to update this blog...

peaCe!