I'm on an emotional rollercoaster, i'm happy, sad, happy, sad, happy, sad! hahahaha. there are times that i'm supposed to be happy, but i'm not... and there are times that i'm supposed to be sad, but i'm not... but one thing i'm sure of, most of the times i'm just normal, or at least pretending to be normal...
Been reading "WASTED" by Gerry Alanguilan... i have read it before, was able to "borrow" the book format of it, and bought it's latest resurrection, and as they say, the Final Edition... I love it! As how Karen Kunawicz puts it, "WASTED... is not about violence. It's about intensity, passion and most of all LOVE..."
The graphic novel simply illustrates one man's ordeal when he learned about loving and losing love dangerously... it's bloody hell...
But i love the final chapter, the conclusion, not because of it's sad ending, nor the bloody scene, but because of Eric's love letter to Jen. It's so moving and greatly describes the joy of being in love....
Here are some excerpts... (sir gerry, if i may....)
...sometimes I just can't believe how lucky I am, having someone like you in my life. You know, someone to be with when everything gets to be too much. ...
...sometimes I do nothing else but think of you. I would sit by myself, close my eyes, and there you are right by my side. I'd lean forward and whisper in your ear "I Love You." I'd put my arms around you and hold you tight like I would never let you go. It's a wonderful moment and I wish with all my heart that it would never end...
... I've had my chance to see other girls, to have girlfriends, get married even. But for some reason, I didn't. I've had crushes here and there, thought I had fallen in love once or twice, but NONE of them, I realize now, were ever really serious... I realized that maybe God had kept me away from all of those girls because I was meant for you. And not a day passes that I don't thank Him for giving me the most wonderful, the most beautiful girl, I have ever met. Everytime I see something nice, something really beautiful, I always think of sharing it with you, be it a wonderful movie, an extra-pretty sunset or a startingly exotic bird perched on a branch outside my window.
...If only such a thing could be possible, I would share with you all the joy there is in me. All the joy I have ever felt in my life. Maybe then you won't ever be sad or cry again... I want to stay with you all my life. I want to grow old with you, get sick with you. I want to take care of you and keep you from all harm.
... I really love you. I hope you won't get tired of hearing it because I won't ever get tired of saying it.
... Last night I dreamed of you. And it was so wonderful because in that dream.. I saw you SMILE... I love you so much!
mushy me....
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